And no jury would ever have convicted you.
By the way, a friend of mine who is an exceptional editor and whose son killed himself just launched a website called The Extraordinary Parents.
You should write for it, if you aren't already writing for it. (Send him something. Please. Tell him I sent you.)
Here's an excerpt from the email he sent me about it:
I've just launched a small site called The Extraordinary Parents:
https://www.theextraordinaryparents.com